Not a part of it.

 I may be there, but I'm no part of it. 

Standing at the sidelines, watching. 

Envy eats away my heart.

I... 

I want... 

I want so much...

So much more, than I have. 

Do I not deserve...

Passion?

Friendship?

Do I not deserve...

Involvement?

I'm just here at the sideline, not able to reach for life.